recently

recently i really dono what happen on me? i feel like i am lost.
Not feeling wanna do anything.(even i got mountain of work need to be done).
Thanks ZH for remind me.. yes is week 13 already, scary.. hate it..
Seeing all my friend is having their convo, and me still wasting time here.. when i m gonna graduate?? I am scare i cant completed my degree with all my fellow classmate. I am scare it...
I think i should settle up what i owe now... FYP.. IM... Drawing... and have to pass up on thursday's law... aiks... so many things need to be done within two week. not less than 2 week... arh!!!!!!! and i still wasting my time and blogging here...
I am so useless... God please save me.. or else just kill me better than suffering here. ....... speechless.